Deshenaza

03:28 am: So I was sitting here trying to figure out what to write, and I realized that the simple fact of it is there isn't too much that I can write about, no one pisses me off, I don't have issues with relationships. My life is good, we do a lot of the same things, friends visit, we go bowling, do the same things.

And the odd little things that bug me just aren't worth getting worked up about to need to post about.

Compared to years ago it's different. The end result is I've grown up I guess. It's an odd feeling.

Only writing something because Dev's passed out and I'm not tired. Drawn together is on though, really fucked up show.

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That says it all.

08:59 am: Rawr!

I think I'm well over due for a post. So here goes the updating.

Dev spent 4 months deployed between Sept and Jan, i think i handled it quite well. First time going out on my own I did have a panic attack, it wasn't something overly big and after that time i was just fine going around on my own. Kinda odd after spending 8 months with him always there. But enjoyable at the same time since I didn't have to feel bad if I wanted to linger in the romance section of the book store. Normally I just look for what i want then let him gtfo out of there. I think that makes me a good wifey.

In Feb Zack came and hung out with Dev and me here in Spokane. They've been friends since they where in high school. Zack I met online around that time they knew each other living in fort hood. Zack tended up come and go turning up between things over the last few years and Dev and I had met during that time and he started nudging me in Dev direction vouching that he was a really good guy. So when he got outta the army and moved to Seattle we'd been trying to get the ball going for him to visit. And I think it went good. Got to see a side of Dev I normally don't get too, him acting like a complete boy. I had to resist telling them to quiet down and all that jazz. But when they got to telling stories they got loud at 4am lol but it was cute.

We had our 1 year anni on the 26th. We didn't do anything all that special for it, but I don't see a point of making a big deal out of one day of the year. We go to dinner or a movie and such anyway, so why bother? Even if mind you I still did get get a teddy bear and my white roses for v-day. Only the second time we've been with someone on the day to do something so we didn't see a point in not.

And just a few weeks ago DUN DUN DUN Dev got to meet some of my family for the first time since we've been married. My grandparents had gone to vegas and stop by n their way threw and back up. Dev was working 12s though so he only got to spend breakfast with them on the way threw, but I got to spend some time with them. Made me kinda realize how much i miss my family here and there. Knowing that I missed him way more when he was gone showed I made the right choice. It made me happy that they both liked him. Even if Dev wasn't so sure about my grandpa liking him. They also took me shopping for a few things for the place, new pots and pan and some dish towels and rags, pot holders and a oven mitt and wine glasses. they also brought me all my clothing that made Dev go all @____@ over just how much I have, but admitted it was nice seeing me in some new stuff =P he likes my nightie.

Mom would have came with them but she's having an issue with her birth certificate. Grandma and Grandpa I guess when they filled the forms out spelled her name wrong and the first one she got(that she lost, which started all of this) came with the right spelling. Since she needed a new copy they had to go threw and show it was an actually error, thankfully my grandmas a pack rat and had some old old grade school documents with the right way on it. This all happened because no one told mom that her old id that doesn't expire actually did when they changed it over. So my mother has no id right now that valid so she's waiting on them to fix all of this, while technically not existing at the moment. As soon as that gets fixed though my brother plans on bringing her down to visit which I'm looking forward to since I know she'll love Dev.

And I think that's all.

03:49 am: *twiddles thumbs*

61 days to go and Dev'll be home!

So in light of all the election buzz. I have one thing to say, I hate this two party system. =P NDP BABY but there isn't one and I love being a nice easy middle ground with a touch more liberal. So the two party system hurts my head. And OMG the slander adds for the governor position it got to the point where the person i wanted to win was the one who did the least attacking adds and only defended themselves.

And I'm not sure how i feel over who won because i'm married to an airforce man, so I got to be in the middle ground over it. On one hands he'll be home more and on the other hand, pay cuts can be seen a mile away. Hopefully they stay that mile away. There's also the fear that the boys who came back over from there hurt and got out loosing their benefits in the process of the cuts.

But like always all politicians are fucking liars so you never know what will happen until he is in office. If the rest of the jobs improve maybe it'll be all fine and dandy.

Oh and he's black, OMG history in the making *blah blah blah hand motions* he's just another guy he could be my husband so if the color of this skin doesn't matter then why is it such a big deal?

Other then that i'm bored, and that's about it, Dev not being around when i'm not really the biggest people person leaves me really fricken bored.

11:16 pm: So maybe I don't really post that often
So I guess update time.

Been rather addicted to maple story lately, for anyone who doesn't know what it is I'd suggest checking it out it's a free online game that you dl to play. Side scrolling blah blah blah, goooooooogle it!

Husbands deploying in 8 days for 4 months, he'll be missing his b-day, thanksgiving, x-mas, new years, unless they get sent back a month early like the last ones but you never know what'll happen. Good money and shit though so we'll be able to get rid of some of the debt around moving and so forth. Going to miss his ass but overall it should be alright, we've spent the weekend preparing for it, and the shop I was told if i need anything to just call them with some notice they'll send someone to help out. But mr I'm a retard downstairs doesn't make be all that happy abut being here alone, remember mice and men? that's how dev describes him which doesn't help, I do know what they drive to stay far away from them though.

Then finally a big wedding hopefully late next year.

Not been doing much rpg because of the game addiction but i am looking fro ward to Diablo 3, not so much star craft since I've heard some blah things about it lately. D3 from all appearances will be the shit.

We picked up a new vacuum and it made me so happy to get into these carpets with it. Since the roommate moved out we've been using devs little 30$ dirt devil thing that didn't do much of anything, so this thing was heaven, no cat hair left on anything once i was done. If only I could keep the cats off everything I'd really be happy.

We also picked up an elliptical while we where out the other day that I've fallen in love with. Even though I haven't gotten bigger(ie my clothes still all fit) I have gotten softer, I'm used to running up and down stairs with huge bundles of laundry and scrubbing countless bathrooms making beds, so forth, it was a lot of work overall. And since I haven't been doing it I've gotten soft and squishy =P not that i mind it THAT much, and hubby isn't complaining but I'll have all the time in the world to work out while he's gone so that's what I'll be spending my time working out on it.

And I think that about it.

07:22 pm: LMAO First try

		I will marry Dev.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in London in our fabulous Mansion.
		We will have 14 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Red Dodge Car.
		I will spend my days as a Chief, and live happily ever after.

03:14 pm: So I still check this thing.

But I haven't done a proper entry in a long while and I was siting here thinking that I could.

But at the same time there isn't much overall for me to yap about.

The old place got a new manager that played by the rules, the old one ignored the fact people had cats in the building, the new one was all RAWR GET THEM OUT. So our kitties spent 2 weeks in a kennel while we looked for a new place. Which you think would be very easy!

Oh yeah we didn't move just for the cats. The noise of the neighbors was getting worse and worse, the lady below us I guess has been broken into and the double charged 3 times on rent(Dev deployed and did personal checks that they cashed two in one month twice, and then they found an extra one dated 6 months and decided to cash it, didn't even call and ask about it, or notice oh hey he's already paid).

Finding the apartment was the most nerve recking thing I've dealt with in a long time. It's not that there weren't a lot of them around but most where further into the city and not in airway heights. So no matter what one we ended up at we where going to have to deal with the fact that Dev would have a longer commute to work(thats turned out to be fine by the way). Since he'd have to spend more on gas then, I started looking for a place that was less then we where paying at the old place. That was the easy part! The hard part was finding one that wasn't doing a whole low income thing. Every place I checked out(mind you theres 3 of us) had a 30-35K cap for 3 people. And the other thing was finding a place that allowed cats.

You know I'd love to own a building I'd allow people to have fucking cats and however many they fucking want!

Finally I found a place not to far off the interstate and they allowed up to two cats. when we came in to look it made it so there was no other reason to keep looking. The one we did look at hadn't been renovated yet but was still nice. the kitchen was bigger, had way more space, the stove was nicer, it had OMG closets! 3 in total that made me VERY happy. Mind you Dev turned what should be my linen closet into a place to hide his games >> but I can deal with that <<. The dining and living room is smaller cause of it but it fits our stuff still nice enough for it to not matter. The master is about the same size just not as annoyingly shaped, and theres no sink in there for us to not use making it smell when we do throw some water in it. The second room is about the same size and yay! the bathroom isn't funny shaped and has a decent storage in it.

The other place had all these weird angles and shit in it.

Slephie we got her fixed before we had to put them in the kennel and when we went and picked her up to take her to get the stitches out had a fit the whole way there when she's normally good in the car then she slept the whole way back. We where able to put her in his cage when we got back and she seemed happy enough to stay. but when we got there i walked threw the door as dev went to pay and when she saw me come in she arched her back but as soon as I said "hey baby" she freaked, meowing at the top of her lungs, I couldn't get the cage open fast enough for her.

Then we dealt with a good 2 weeks of them having issues any time we left. Though they like the new place too, theres a lot of birds around so they're constantly going at the windows after them.

Devs room mate got back form his deployment early, not such a horrible thing,, he's a nice guy and all but he can be rather annoying. they're working different shifts so he tends to come in and yap until he goes to ed which is somewhat annoying but nothing I can do about it. He moves out at the end of June and Devs offered to let his brother move in so he can comes back to Washington(his parents moved to Georgia almost a year ago).

and I think thats it overall.

03:15 pm: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LANA!

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11:04 am: As of Feb 26th deza is a married woman.

=P

We did it at the hitching post just withing idaho, was a place that looked like it was riped out fo the 1920s. And everyone better be proud of me! i didn't cry. I actually laughed over the vows that the guys was saying.

09:52 pm: Best V-day ever!
It was :3 first time in person to spend it with someone. And it was goooooooooooood. He brought me my white rose and a stuffie in th eorning, snuggle time and a nap. I went and play ms while he slept for awhile, and even when he woke up half dead we still went out to do the things where where to.

Some of you know about being lost for 4 hours finding the North town mall >> well we weren't lost for THAT long this time, but we went and I got a dezzybear made to match my Deviebear. And I made my wish, last tiem I wished for Dev to come to his senses and ask me to merry him, and this time you don't get to know what I wished for until ti comes true!

And we got our wedding bands so when we get married in a few days we'll have them!

Then we came back and I made us dinner, steak and potato fries.

The only downfall to today is Dev had to go to work tonight, but he does have a three day weekend for us to spend together so I can't complain to much :3 and I know I'll be a military mans wife so certian things I will be prepared for.

12:14 am: Old spice *________________________*


That is all.

09:35 pm: Do it!

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12:18 am: Dixin died.

He's a native Cheif here thats stayed at the motel for nearly 20 years. !0 years ago he had a triple bipass sugery and the other ngiht he had a heart attack then died of liver failure soon after it. It's sad for regulars to die on us we're so used to seeing them and then they aren't there anymore. But sicne it didn't happen in the hotel we at least have the last memories of him and not the ones of cleanign up the room after he died in it. Get to rememebr him with his new truck and the key starter turnign it on and off all day out of amusement.

Net was down for a day and a bit. Dad got hurt at work just before christmas and he's still off work. since he got hurt at work compo is supposed to pay his wages, we'll they're fucking him around right now with it all so right now he still hasn't gotten paid. Now this isn't so bad but theresbills to pay, important bills. So I went and paid the cable bill for mom so that everythign would be turned back on.

works busy truckers are back in for a bit and theres a few more rooms from Dixins family, since I'll be mornign at the end of the month this is a good thing so that I have monies to do it with.

05:48 pm: Christmas for Dez? alot better then I thought it would be. I'd already gotten my gift from dev, it's on my finger for anyone who didn't know about it. And damn is it ever pretty. I'm normally not a diamond person but :3.

Dev was supposed to drive up on the way he got lost(really no suprise) while he was geting back on track though he ended up hiting some ice and crashing the new rodeo he's bought just for the trip since his car is grumpy. It was in a really bad shape but lucily he only had a few cuts. Mind you this upset me alot, more so because I wasn't there, seeing him in one peice likely wouldn't have ended up being 6 hours of cryign on and off and throwing up butttttttttt. As soon as my brain started to function again mom reminded me I had part of a ticket there anyway. So once he got hiome I told him and I headed here.

Now the bus ride from home here is very smooshed together you gotta get in at the right times or you simply miss the bus all together and have to wait and after spending 7 hours at the boarder(their power was out on the saturday before christmas and there was 22 buses tryign to get threw and everythign had to be done by hand) I got in and had to wait on the next bus, 4 hours later and another 6 after that I was here!

So we went and got a shit load of food for the few days. His room mate g/f and me handled dinner for us for it and the day was spent playing video games.

Now as much as I'd like fo rmy family to meet him you coudln't beat a christmas of being lazy like that.

06:54 pm: OMG
2 days!

11:01 am: Stolen
This is a meme in which I solicit compliments, because presumably if you're filling it out, your answer to several of these is "yes". But comments are screened, so tell me what's up (:

1. Your name?
2. Age:
3. Favorite Position?
4. Do you think I'm cute?
5. Would you have sex with me?
6. lights on or off?
7. would you have to be drunk (or on drugs)?
8. Would you take a shower with me?
9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me?
10. Would you leave afterward - or stay the night?
11. Do you like cuddling afterward?
12. Condom or skin?
13. Have sex on the first date?
14. Kiss me during sex?
15. Do you think I would be good in bed?
16. would you use me as a booty call?
17. Can I use you as a booty call?
18. Can we take pictures of the act?
19. How long would we have sex?
20. Would you tell your friends about me?
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22. Can I un-screen your entry if it's cute/funny?

03:22 pm:

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Monday I punched orochiserge in the arm (-10 points). In January I pulled clearcorner's hair (-5 points). In April I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). In September I turned zevek in for eating carbs (3 points). In November I gave lupumminor a kidney (1000 points). Overall, I've been nice (1007 points). For Christmas I deserve an XBox 360! Sincerely, deshenaza

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09:02 pm: Kenny came home today.

And my brother likes to talk, he likes to ask me uestiosn and hear my opinion on them. Mostly it's because I do think of a man more often them not.

It came up at the baby shower when I'm goign to have kids and when I plan on geting married, it bugs me when they go on about it, I'll do it when I'm god damn ready to. Meaning by the time I'm 25 I'll make a choice about it.

But it also came up since Kenny came to it with Stacey if they whee still together. My comment was how can they be broken up when she's still wearing her engagement ring? Angela pipes up that it's a woman and her jewerly that if her and my uncle spilt up she'd still wear it. I said I'd give it back and th emen of course where noding in ageement while the women looked completly WTF over it.

So anyway when Stacey wanted to break up she made it sound like she wanted to go out partying and get with other guys. Now that Kennys been acting like they aren't together she's re explaining that she just doens't want what he does right now but she will be later. So he was talkign to me about it. I told him what happens in a year or two she isn't still ready and by then he'd have put off having a family home and life that he wants because he waited for her not to have it happen.

I told him he needs to really think about it, what if she isn't but he can find someone who does. Or in the meantime he could be looking for someone for now, maybe down the road he might not have found it when she is finally ready.

I dunno I'm still thinkign my brother is doing something stupid and should move on but if he loves her.. oh who am I kidding I hope he goes out gets laid and knocks some chick up.

Since he just admited to me that they spent a year having un protected sex and not even pulling out and she somehow didn't get knocked up. So theres something wrong there. Or thats a giant sign right there.





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*dances* I get to go to seattle for two nights, one of those will be spent seeing Dane Cook. but both will be in one hell of a sexy room with a king sized bed and a jet tub :3 all thats missing is the candles and porn.

I got part of my xmas shopping done, the most expensive thing is though theres some other little stuff to be put unde the tree so it's still fun. I know what I'm geting the kids and I got grandmas and elkes. Moms I'm combining with her birthday present. The one thing she's been asking for years is a leather ottoman and I found one for 100$ that will match the new furniture that they're geting so I think I'll pick it up early. Not sure what to get ken and angel though I'll prolly just get Eileen and Robert gift certifcates in case they need something for the new baby. Kenny wants a new shaver so I'm thinkign that'll do for him.

Yea know it's a little early to be doing xmas stuff but I'd rather get it all done so I don't have to worry about it later.





:3 nap time

01:15 pm: Update
Net on thursday or saturday or next wedensday.

Going slowly insane without some communication.

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